Something a little different.

I feel its time to change it up, spit it a little different. No anger at the world today, to those of you who are actually reading this, I apologize if thats what you were looking for.

Everyday I sit alone for several hours in thought, these are usually the hours normal people reserve for sleep, but I oft find that fleeting. I spend these hours on different topics, depending on whats been bothering me lately. As of last night, it was the realization that a few simple words to people I care greatly for, could change a whole situation. The truth, while often useful, can also be a destroyer of worlds. I fear the day the truth must be spoken, it is on that day that my world will change. There is an equal probability of it being the worst day ever, or the opposite. I sit hear listening to Suburban Legends, and I wish the world was simply as easy as singing these lovely words, yet its not. The harsh reality of life takes even the simplest of things, and makes them complicated. If we were hunter/gatherers still, or even better, homo sapien, (as opposed to Homo Sapien Sapien) I could just club my way through any social situation, and at the end of the night, still eat my antelope and have my mate. Yet we have decided that is barbaric, so we torment ourselves with social graces and taboos.

I suppose I lied earlier, I did slightly go off on a tangent, but I return to my previous points. When is the truth best kept to yourself? That is rhetoric, of course. You don't know the answer any better than I.